Hello everyone... all of you who supported us in the beginning of this ordeal deserve a the biggest apologies in the world for being left without any news for such a long period of time...
We have been through so many things and even though I did not post at all for that long, I kept praying for all of you. It is almost ironic that in one of my previous post I said that I will try to get pregnant in order to have the second umbilical cord if needed... and... surprise!!! no need to try... I did get pregnant.
I have been through a lot in order to keep this baby that we so much waited for (...history of failures...)... but I decided to not complain about my stuff... my brother suffers so much that the family decided not to complain about our issues any more. Anyway, I am fine now and if God keeps us healthy, we expect our first baby on July 4th, 2012.
Anyway, news that I know interest you the most. My brother...
As we left Italy, he was still in the hospital and doing much better in terms of recovery. The doctors continue to be amazed of his after stroke recovery. Except for the fact that sometimes he gets confused in regards to names of different things, no other significant effect that cannot be overcame in the future is noticeable. No paralysis, no memory loss, full recovery of speaking and writing skills, just moments of confusion shortly followed by a return to a normal state... The last CT scan result came out today, his brain is "clean", absolutely amazing, the neurologists are very pleased.
Now, the CML... this part really hurts... I guess I became much more sensitive lately... At some point after our departure he was released from the hospital and on Sprycel. The doctors warned us that a SCT is highly advisable, but at that moment he went home on medication. Everything seemed to go well... but God, I remember Trey's posts... if it is a real blast crisis, the return to an apparent state of chronic phase is not going to be for long and it might very well be due to the initial therapy rather than specific medication, in his case Sprycel.
Anyway, at some point.... maybe 4 weeks ago (honestly our notion of time changed a lot... we learned how to calculate time before and after this horrible diagnosis) he was scheduled for his regular doctor appointment and whoever saw him at the time of the visit told him Sprycel is not necessary any more. He asked again to make sure that's the case and he went almost a week without Sprycel. During this time, his situation became worse and he started having fever once in every 6-8 hours... they called the hospital, they said it was a mistake (God!!!) and put him back on Sprycel. BTW, Sprycel pills for a month is supplied by hospital in Italy b/c the regular price is something unheard of. Back home on Sprycel did not do any good... his situation became worse and worse and in a few days my sister took him to the emergency room.
He is in the hospital ever since and he currently undergoes the second round of chemo before transplant. He seems to take the chemo really well, except for the fact that for 2 days he keeps getting fever on regular basis and complaints from stomach aches but only from time to time.
Now a short digression - not sure if anyone remembers, the fever was the major problem, that gave a lot of headaches to his doctors... there are a few doctors seeing him at this point. They feared a type of infection that could endanger the transplant, but after literally tons of test, they came to the conclusion that the fever is an effect of leukemia itself and not due to an infection of any sort . What do you think about this?... Is anyone here who heard of such situation? Please help!!!
The transplant is scheduled next Wednesday (December 21st) and we pray for a miracle and implore God to give him life as a present for Christmas. The donor is his brother who seems to be a good match as the doctors did not consider necessary to test the other two siblings. I asked about the type of match and they seem to have a different way of saying than what I expected. What I could get from them was that his brother's type of blood cells match his by 88%. Does it make any sense to anyone?
The doctors told us that the transplant is his only chance, but today his hematologist told my sister something that sounds really weird to me. Don't take me wrong, I have the highest respect for these people doing everything possible for him, but sometimes, I don't understand they way they present the situation. My sister asked him what he thinks about her husband chances after the transplant and the doctor said that at this point he can only asses the patient's daily situation.. he cannot tell what tomorrow's going to bring us...
Today he again had fever twice, he got the medication to bring that down, but every time he gets fever he becomes really scared... his optimism decreases.
Some other things that I need to mention:
1. his platelets are really low, so he was basically never out of Thrombocytopenia thing... his nose bled a couple of times a week ago. They gave him a sort of transfusion to help his platelets count.
2. his blast seems to be still really, really high. My understanding was that it still is around 30%, which scares me to death... I read about this and I stopped because it made me loose faith.
3. he is constantly getting fever and the doctors said that's his highest risk factor. In my opinion they don't seem to know what is causing it, but I might be wrong.
4. there is no way back at this point, we have to move forward and pray every minute.
My message is disorganized, but I know you will make sense of it...
I keep praying for everyone... God Bless You All and I thank you again for your never ending help and support.
Olimpia