So I called the dr. office where I had the 2nd opinion and got my PCR results....0.00000000000%. So PCRU, right? Which is wonderful - especially since that would have been just over 3 months since diagnosis. So...why is my brain questioning everything again????? I'm back to questioning my diagnosis (even though I know I have it) and back to questioning why I'm so tired and getting mad because if I am PCRU, then why don't I feel 'normal'?????
Oh - and my monthly CBC came in today...all counts are great...wbc 6.1, platelets 290, hemaglobin 12.2....I asked the nurse about how I'm feeling and she said she really hasn't heard of the cyclical thing as far as exhaustion - but maybe I overdid it or I'm getting a virus!!!!! Then I got more upset because I'm almost 37 and I overdid it by spending last Saturday at a school competition with my son (I was sitting the entire time) and then last Sunday hung out with my close friend and her family (again - sitting down). So how can THAT overdo things???
I know I should be absolutely thrilled - and I apologize for ranting - just want to get back to what I thought my new normal was...and kind of sad that doing things outside my home take a toll on me for a WEEK???
Thanks for listening .