I'm sorry this is happening Michael. I would say this to you:
I appreciate whom Cortes is, I know what he has done, haven't met him or anything, but I know who he is. Our oncs here on the east coast, and the guy out in Oregon do not agree at all with the approach you are taking, and the one consistent theme through the last two, crap, nearly three years has been to stay on the TKI of choice as long as possible on as high a dose as possible. The low counts is something to be dealt with alongside the leukemia, not something to drive the treatment of the leukemia.
You don't mention your PCR, so I can only guess there is either not one recently because of the stops and starts, or it is low enough to not cause alarm.
Our experience is getting better. She is currently shooting less than 480 Neup every 14 days. On that 14th day, that's when ANC matters, go to the blood draw, then go home and shoot Neupogen. On that day she has been as high as 1200 lately, hooverin around a thousand. After nearly three years, this is AWESOME to us. Slowly, inexorably, it is coming up on it's own. To the point now that we don't even get a blood draw between monthly trips to the Cancer Emporium, we just time the shot and the appointment right, get it on the two weeks mark. Only a year ago it would easily be below 700 after only a week. Slow and steady change has come, because we found docs willing to work with her on it. I don't know how it would go for you or anyone else, but shooting that stuff is not a picnic by any measure, so it is important to us that she get off it even without all of the other dangers of using it for too long.
Through all of this dumb stuff she has remained, on average, PCRU. Last one was just couple weeks ago and we were again astounded to be no numbers at all.
Separate the treatment of the low counts from the treatment of the leukemia. View them as two entirely different things. One has pretty straight forward treatment using the TKI of choice. We only went off Gleevec to Tasigna for a very short time, it seemed fruitless once they had done it, and she went right back to Gleevec BECAUSE IT WORKS. We'll save the Tasigna for someday should she ever need it, as it is she wasn't on it long enough to know if it works, but long enough to know that the low counts weren't going to change with the TKI. Exactly, I'll add, as Druker predicted long before we did it.
Treat the low counts in the prescribed way, but work around them as much as possible. The package says 480, or 300, whatever. Don't have to take the dosing and the instructions as gospel, they can be tweaked to suit the individual, she is living proof of that.
Our current oncs are ok with the idea that should she get to the more-than-three-weeks-between-shots point they will consider 300 Gleevec if it means NO NEUPOGEN, even if there appears a number in the PCR. That is working with the patient, because she knows by now that PCRU is nothing if you have to do this crap, it is better to have three zeros and any number if yer counts stay ok. And we think they would on 300, once she gets stable enough for long enough.
I think of you every day and wonder how it is going. It is not easy being one of the 10%, and it is hard to know what to do. We only knew that early on when it started, our oncs refusal to even discuss lowering the Gleevec or maybe less Neup and trying it or anything outside of 480 weekly for the rest of your life as far as they knew was a very good reason to go find someone else, and we were immediately glad we did. I hope you find the right combination soon.
rct