I'm back again, not so great this time. Headed back down hill with my depression. Was working for awhile feeling better mentally, but my body felt awful, working in the summertime in cargo containers, in 90 degree heat, running in and out from airconditioning to that all day. Everything came to a head, Ended up being let go from leaving early and rarely feeling physically well enough to get out of bed and go. It was about 10 days in a four month period. It was a temporary position, and I technically wasn't fired. Tried talking to management about my situation, but it was too late I guess, one of the managers literally told me to look into getting on welfare.
All the while I'm slowly slipping back down into my depression, and I feel like I'm trapped. I feel like nobody around me really understands my situation or takes me seriously because I'm not in a hospital bed clinging to life. My mom works alot, and I'm here by myself with my thoughts, and it feels overwhelming at times. I rarely leave my room anymore, and I just generally feel awful mentally, some times I think I'm imagining some of my symptoms because I think about everything so much.
Does anybody have advice? I'm honestly at my wits' end. This is more than anything anyone my age should have to deal with, and I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy.