Hi all. Just checking in, need to vent.
2+ years into DX, on trial drug. Battling extreme fatigue, always have had fatigue with Gleevec, Sprycel so on. I've been run out of the real estate business as well as another startup due to the poor economy. I've run out of my savings and its time to try and work again, I'm divorcing & have sole custody of a high school junior. I was lucky enough to grab a great sales position. I'm extremely grateful for an opportunity while so many are unemployed. That said, for the 1st time in my life I'm really afraid to try this new deal. Seems CML and its other lifestyle altering issues have zapped my confidence. Mostly I'm fearing I won't be physically able to do the job & I don't intend to disclose my CML to the new boss. I require huge amounts of sleep. So, I know you all understand and I know many here are facing much more difficult issues, for that I'm sorry. Just wanted to put my fears into words. Thanks for reading.